I am writing my feelings, emotions, moods, insecurities, stories, everything. The thoughts are coming and leave me.
Words are coming easy when I have a pen and paper. Now I transferred it online. About writing I knew that has to do with the fact that I used to write a lot, I am that generation that everything had to be with pen, calligraphic, in order and look good . My teacher used to slap me if I wasn’t writing beautiful. Funny enough same teacher used to gave us grades of who is the best hand writing in the class. I never been that great but readable for sure.
But the person I need to thank for everything is my Queen, the person who gave me life, my mami which she was working in a library. I never abused at all the books or read them over and over again, I was that girl who was outside playing football with boys so I never been into books until later in time.
But this article is about anything else then Christmas and Moș Crăciun around. I loved all the books full of color and magic, makes everything real. Makes you feel magical, but in the same time 20 years later I realised I was waiting for a stranger to come all the way from North Pole to all over the world and bring me presents, only if you send a letter and be a good girl and a good boy. Hilarious now, isn’t it? How I will explain that to my own child about this!?
Honestly now I don’t know what is magic and what is real. I feel now what we do as adults is making the kids believing in something that we used to believe. But we all know, it is a lie and even the Christmas Tree doesn’t smell like used to smell. And now that we know it is not real makes everything sad, why would I lied my future children’s about something like this. But I get it to make you feel THE MAGIC. I would love for one more time to go back in time and be a kid on Christmas time but this time I wish my mother had money so I can actually have what I was wishing for not one pear of socks.
So I decided to make this article as a letter for Santa, will be my first one ever anyway…So.
Dear Santa
This is the first letter I send you.
This year all I want and all I desire is nothing to do with materialistic things, I know I should be a better person but I am better at this stage, and I want and I am to be the best version of myself. I don’t want money, toys, clothes, sweets, holiday etc.
I am strong and I wanna stay like this
I am loved and I will be loved
I am successful and I will remain like that
I am abundant and abundance is me
I love myself and I will always do
The change is starting with me
I wanna fail because that will bring me where I want to be
I am in vibration with the frequency of prosperity
I am wise
My soul is rich and full of love
I know I hurt people and I never meant to do it
I know I hurt myself instead of listening my own intuition and my own heart
I am taking actions today, tomorrow and everyday
Everything that I need to succeed is already within me
I am a great person and I will help others
Life will continue…as time can’t go backwards in this Universe. But just if you can Santa, make it less painful for people because they need love and abundance. That’s all
Merry Christmas!